howdy, y'all

hi, umm, this is ramshackle heather, aka the patchwork system and all of its constituents
if you're seeing this, it means that i've taken pawbs offline, possibly for good
i've learned a lot from y'all, and made some good friends that i know i'll miss
but the fedi has felt increasingly like a place where i talk, but don't take action
where i build and live these selves, but always end up feeling trapped by them
where writing our bullshit out becomes a kind of literary performance
and i'm honestly having a real fucking rough time of it
for a long time i didn't really understand the last part of the quaternary of the sphinx
but i think i'm beginning to
but also maybe i'm kidding myself
who knows
if you know me, you know how to find me