limni @limni@pawbs.club

#introductions

howdy! i'm a queer computer cat who occasionally rants about coding and retrocomputing and magic and cartoon animal people

i'm always trying to learn lots of things, and will occasionally toot about that

i know that someday i'll emerge from my comfy coccoon and devour the very fabric of space-time

listening to bonobo and trying to push through another challenging morning

hmm, okay, that's a pattern. progress implies that i'm working with a particular model. something i should be dissecting, or otherwise interrogating. shit, i'm dissociating again, aren't i?

am i too demon-haunted to make actual progress in this lifetime?

ehh, onward and upward

psychic self defense system kicked in hard last night after getting spooked, and now i'm groggily faced with the "was my previous state a sufficiently functional perspective shift to warrant diving back in?" dilemma again

we ordered szechuan for dinner last night and like i can still smell the numbing spice everywhere and it's making me want szechuan again XP

tbh the fediverse has been a big help in keeping me sane through everything that's been happening these past few years. it's helped me feel connected and has sent me down so many interesting rabbit holes...

heckin sleepy cat

time to play "which firewall config is fucking me now"

i've been working with such a mish-mash of sources over the past year, and there's so much i haven't been able to share with the few folks that know i practice at all...

i don't know how much of the work i'll be able to get done in this lifetime. sometimes i worry that i'm too fucked up to make genuine progress, but every time i try to step away, i get dragged back in. which is something i'm honestly very much grateful for.

life is weird