limni @limni@pawbs.club

thinking of switching to a rolling release personality update model

between my transition, ADHD, and normal-for-me seasonal personality shifts, this year has been a fukkin roller coaster, tell you what

this new version of me is also absurdly horny all the time in a way i haven't been since starting transition, so ????

okay, so after recovering from a bout of the flu, it seems like i've gone through Yet Another Personality Change so i dunno new day new me, i guess

i feel like a piece of plastic in one of those model kit sprue lattices and i'm ready to be popped the fuck out of it

time and space are really uncomfy

i feel trapped in the now

not sure how to human

y'all ever read something that was so distressingly straight that you have to immediately run for a drink of that big queer energy to even begin to shake it off

time2awoo

having a minor flashback and alternating between breakdown and trying to comfort and convince yourself that you're safe #justtraumathingz

endo adjusted my meds again.

back onto the rollercoaster i go

whee

chili mango and dry smoked salmon is a surprisingly good combo

i'm covered in paint and sawdust and feeling pretty darn good about my life

like, i want to understand a lot of this mystic shit, but i also want to blast the gender binary into the gravity well of a black hole