limni @limni@pawbs.club

listening to bonobo and trying to push through another challenging morning

@chosafine i would have been so screwed if something like this existed when i was younger. what the fuck even is this timeline

hmm, okay, that's a pattern. progress implies that i'm working with a particular model. something i should be dissecting, or otherwise interrogating. shit, i'm dissociating again, aren't i?

am i too demon-haunted to make actual progress in this lifetime?

ehh, onward and upward

psychic self defense system kicked in hard last night after getting spooked, and now i'm groggily faced with the "was my previous state a sufficiently functional perspective shift to warrant diving back in?" dilemma again

we ordered szechuan for dinner last night and like i can still smell the numbing spice everywhere and it's making me want szechuan again XP

tbh the fediverse has been a big help in keeping me sane through everything that's been happening these past few years. it's helped me feel connected and has sent me down so many interesting rabbit holes...

@TerrorBite yahh it wasn't fun. but i eventually got to work with another tech that was amazing, so as far as i'm concerned, everything's good now

heckin sleepy cat

time to play "which firewall config is fucking me now"